So being the Miss Do-it-Yourself that I am, I had imagined that I could try to slay these PTLS symptoms on my own.... Wrong! I have only gotten worse... My OB now feels that I have thyroid disease as well as PCOS.. Why didn't I undo this last year when I had a chance?
Why, why, why?
I felt guilty for even thinking about using so much money on myself, and I have been struggling with whether to have another one... Of course the thought of having another one thrills me(and DH) but.. Am I being selfish? Is it a good choice? Why should I try again when so many struggle to just have one?
On the other hand, the sweet baby would be loved and cherished and well taken care of. When I had my tubes tied I was only 23... Too young. Now the maternal instincts are kicking in, where there is a longing for planning for a baby and going thru the whole journey, where as before it seemed like having kids was something that just happened, and kept happening. Please don't get me wrong I cherished my pregnancies and was always in awe of the whole experience. But here I am near my thirties and not only am I miserable suffering from these PTLS symptoms,
but the Desire to have another is very strong.
So we are going to do it! Unless something unforeseen arises, I am getting my tubes untied!!!!
