Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Getting ready...

I am so excited!

 I want to laugh, cry, dance, and sing!

 There are so many unknowns on this journey, but I know it will be worth it, whatever the outcome :)

Know however, It is time to get down to the nitty gritty. I have to lose weight, eat better, try to figure out for sure if I am ovulating, try to ensure that my hormones are balance, and make sure that my mind is ready for all that may come. I would like to lose 60 pounds before I ttc and at least 30 before my reversal in the next 2-3 months. I hope I can do it! Sometimes I try sooooo hard but nothing sems to work. But this time I want to do it right, Because...

 I AM GETTING MY TUBES UNTIED!!!

I wasnt sure I would ever be able to really get it but my time will be here in the next 8-12 weeks, God willing!